That's right, I said it...no one thinks of me. And I'm not just talking about guys don't think about dating me, or whatever. I mean that everyone this week has been a giant disappointment. No one thinks of what may or may not be convenient for me. No one thinks about what I have to do today, tomorrow, or next week. I don't want to go into a ton of detail because I need to just put it all behind me and move on, but here are the basics:
Part of my family has changed plans and can no longer take care of something for the original time they offered to do so. I understand that they're doing a favor, and when it turns out they aren't able to do the favor as intended, the responsibility has to fall on me. I just wish it didn't turn out that way. I ended up figuring everything out and the whole situation is going to be totally fine, but I'm really, really bad at last minute things. I don't do last minute very well and I get extremely stressed out with these situations.
So, I thought I was de-stressed about that, until I got to work. I arrive at work to find out another manager has scheduled me to work at a different location this weekend. Nothing like a little short notice. If they'd have asked me they'd know I can't work anywhere else on Saturday because my manager is on vacation and we're short-staffed. Sunday was my only scheduled day off next week, so now I have to change that schedule around because someone else was irresponsible.
Do people think I don't have a life? What is it that makes it seem like I have nothing better to do than change around my schedule, my life, to meet everyone else's needs and shortcomings? I'm so sick of being punished for everyone else's lack of consideration.
You may be wondering why I don't just say "no" when some of this happens. Well, when I don't say "no" it's usually because I know it will be inconvenient or negatively affect someone else, so I actually consider other people.
It feels extremely shitty to know no one thinks of you. Ugh.
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